Do we really move on? (09.27.08)
They say that we only have ONE TRUE LOVE and if that person is not part of your life anymore, we can say that he/she is the one that got away.
I must say that I already found my one true love. I spent almost 8 years with that person, wherein the last 2 years of that were spent trying to win him back. A lot of things happened and those experiences thought me a lot and made me the person I am today.
From time to time, I still think of my one true love. There are times that when I meet a guy, I look for my ex's qualities. I know. It's not good, but I can't help it. It always come to a point where I look for something that is similar to his likes, to his point of view in life, his laugh, even the smell. I sometimes asked myself if I am really over him.
Moving on takes time, and sometimes, it takes a lifetime to do it. A part of me says I have, but another part of me, haven't. I have been with him for 6 years, and it's not a joke. The only thing that's missing was marriage. Both our parties are in good terms and were actually expecting that we will end up together. We made plans, names for our future babies, where we will live, how many kids to raise, who will pay the bills, who will drive the car, etc.
How do we really move on with these kinds of things? What if after all these years, you still keep a place in your heart for him, and secretly wishing that he'd come back? How do we really move on? Have you really moved on when you already allow yourself to fall in love again and build other dreams with another person?
** It's a lie to say you've let go of the past. Nobody lets go of memories. Each tear is an unforgettable memory. each smile is an undeniable mark, each heartbreak is an untradeable scar. Because really, there's no such thing as letting go, only moving on.
I must say that I already found my one true love. I spent almost 8 years with that person, wherein the last 2 years of that were spent trying to win him back. A lot of things happened and those experiences thought me a lot and made me the person I am today.
From time to time, I still think of my one true love. There are times that when I meet a guy, I look for my ex's qualities. I know. It's not good, but I can't help it. It always come to a point where I look for something that is similar to his likes, to his point of view in life, his laugh, even the smell. I sometimes asked myself if I am really over him.
Moving on takes time, and sometimes, it takes a lifetime to do it. A part of me says I have, but another part of me, haven't. I have been with him for 6 years, and it's not a joke. The only thing that's missing was marriage. Both our parties are in good terms and were actually expecting that we will end up together. We made plans, names for our future babies, where we will live, how many kids to raise, who will pay the bills, who will drive the car, etc.
How do we really move on with these kinds of things? What if after all these years, you still keep a place in your heart for him, and secretly wishing that he'd come back? How do we really move on? Have you really moved on when you already allow yourself to fall in love again and build other dreams with another person?
** It's a lie to say you've let go of the past. Nobody lets go of memories. Each tear is an unforgettable memory. each smile is an undeniable mark, each heartbreak is an untradeable scar. Because really, there's no such thing as letting go, only moving on.
