1 post tagged “depression”
Looking back, and seriously thinking that I have never been lonely, depressed and sick like I feel now.
A lot of things had happened in my life, and I must admit that I haven't moved on yet. There are still things that I can't believe happened, people I cannot believe already left, and moved on, people who are "suppose" to be moving away but chooses to stay, and annoy me.
How can someone rule over your mind and heart when that "someone" wasn't even thinking of you, right at this very moment? Or doesn't even care about your feelings, or does care, but ignores the feeling?
I wish I could go back to my old life, when things were less complicated, when things were "under control". I wish people who left and will be leaving will just stay, and people who "stayed", leave me alone now. My heart and soul's too broken to face everything that's happening to me. Depression is really killing my brain now.
