1 post tagged “mistakes”

I had a very unforgettable experience last night. My boyfriend's ex-girlfriend went to his place drunk. Despite the fact that we are just a new couple, he was sitting beside me the whole time her ex was there. My heart melted because I didn't expected that he would do such thing. I was actually thinking that he will make me look crap, seriously.

I was the quiet one last night, and the drunk ex-girlfriend was making some foul actions, but I didn't react nor say a word. I let things go as they are. I don't want issues and I don't want commotions.

He chose me over his ex-girlfriend. He chose me, a girl who is 5 years older than him, a girl who have a lot of baggage from the past and the one who has a lot of secrets. He chose me over to his more than a year relationship with her. He chose me eventhough he doesn't know me that well, and I never gave him the assurance that I will not leave him, or that our relationship will last.

I had an experience way back in 2005 that is somehow similar to what happened last night. I actually made wrong choices and bad decisions. I chose the guy who kept on seeing me and pleading me to come back to him. I left the guy who loved me so much and let me decide on my own. The guy who I spent almost 6 years of my life. That was a wrong choice, bad decision. I should've chosen the guy who took care of me for almost 6 years. Now, that relationship already ended and was never rekindle.

I just hope that my boyfriend made the right decision of choosing me over to his ex-girlfriend.